What’s wrong with the world?

I'm somehow feeling down now. The excessive workload from uni (be it a result of my procrastination), the people, the work (I'm jobless right now), the money and the beauty.

17 days ago, a friend who is my age just passed away. It was an accident. Not a normal accident, but an unusual one. I wasn't a close friend of his. But this makes me realize, and hit me hard, about how short life can be.

And not long after that, I heard that another friend of mine, his dad just passed away.

Life seems to be unpredictable. And with due respect to what Cheryl blogged in the earlier post, I have to say:

I'm SORRY.

Sorry to those around me, for every wrong thing that I've done, any words or actions that have made you felt uncomfortable or make you feel in any ways negative.

Sometimes I just don't know. What have I done wrong? And why do you treat me this way? I guess I don't mean to hurt you in any ways. And please don't be all sweet and nice if there is something you are really unhappy about me. Just let me know. I will change if it's my fault.

 

Next, I would like to say…

Thank you!!

Thank you to all of you, who had helped me in any ways. Be it in terms of giving advice, listening to me, helping me out with academics, or just being there for me. Especially you, Cheryl.

Cheryl, thanks for being there for me, even when you're miles and miles away. Thanks for standing by my side when I felt that there is just NO one by me. You had been a very very good friend. Selflessly, you stood up and helped me in many ways. Helping me to go through those emo times and all. I'm thankful, really I am. I just don't know how I can repay you. Also, thanks for being sincere and honest with me about everything. I really appreciate that cause you do know that not many people can do this.

To others, I would just like to say thank you to all of you. Just in case, anything were to happen to either me or you, which I hope it does not happen, touch wood. Haha.

Oh and on another note, I don't know why guys just like to come and emo to me about another girl. Meanwhile, they are flirting with me as well. What's their problem weih? Can some angels please bless these confused souls?