jusT to spiCe up the blOg a liL...

my new red poodle. female and male. but the male one was just sold to someone. hopefully she'll breed and we'll get a family of the REDS! haha.

What’s wrong with the world?

I'm somehow feeling down now. The excessive workload from uni (be it a result of my procrastination), the people, the work (I'm jobless right now), the money and the beauty.

17 days ago, a friend who is my age just passed away. It was an accident. Not a normal accident, but an unusual one. I wasn't a close friend of his. But this makes me realize, and hit me hard, about how short life can be.

And not long after that, I heard that another friend of mine, his dad just passed away.

Life seems to be unpredictable. And with due respect to what Cheryl blogged in the earlier post, I have to say:

I'm SORRY.

Sorry to those around me, for every wrong thing that I've done, any words or actions that have made you felt uncomfortable or make you feel in any ways negative.

Sometimes I just don't know. What have I done wrong? And why do you treat me this way? I guess I don't mean to hurt you in any ways. And please don't be all sweet and nice if there is something you are really unhappy about me. Just let me know. I will change if it's my fault.

 

Next, I would like to say…

Thank you!!

Thank you to all of you, who had helped me in any ways. Be it in terms of giving advice, listening to me, helping me out with academics, or just being there for me. Especially you, Cheryl.

Cheryl, thanks for being there for me, even when you're miles and miles away. Thanks for standing by my side when I felt that there is just NO one by me. You had been a very very good friend. Selflessly, you stood up and helped me in many ways. Helping me to go through those emo times and all. I'm thankful, really I am. I just don't know how I can repay you. Also, thanks for being sincere and honest with me about everything. I really appreciate that cause you do know that not many people can do this.

To others, I would just like to say thank you to all of you. Just in case, anything were to happen to either me or you, which I hope it does not happen, touch wood. Haha.

Oh and on another note, I don't know why guys just like to come and emo to me about another girl. Meanwhile, they are flirting with me as well. What's their problem weih? Can some angels please bless these confused souls?

 

Life's unexpected..and full of surprises.

Life..

one thing no one can explain what exactly it is about.

a period of days?
a sequence of things you do?
a story pre written by Someone Above?
or just merely playing a role in the story?

well? no one can tell me the answer.

since we all dont know what life is about..

why dont we DEFINE life the way we WANT it?we create it the way we want, Design it and live it the way we want and make the MOST of it..

since i never know when my time comes, my time left in this game/story/play/, the number of years, months or even days left..

i wanna do ThiS:

for now,
Just want all you ppl out there to know i LOVe you all:) no matter how long ive not spoken to u, or if i had not spoken to u anymore in my life, or even if u think i have forgotten about u!
mainly here, SOokyen dear, this is OUR blog,..so i Just wanna Dedicate this to u babe...

really just want u to know that u've always been in my mind!!super missing u!!eventhough i might not have kept in touch with u as much as i thought i would (sorrieeee) , i just want u to know that i AM missing you HEAps.. :( i've pics of u n i pasted all over my wall here... just printed it out recently! havent even got the chance to webcam n show it to u yet!!

and babe, another thing, im REALLy SUPER glad n Excited for u to be HeRE!! i just caNT imagine how its GONNA be:)





ME + YOU + MELBOURNE = ExpLosIon of CrazY AweSOme FUN!!




however, for now, Just want u to know I NEVER once FORGET about u okay babe??

love ya lotsss!!
hope to talk to u sooon.



As for the otheer frIends of ours oUt there, im Pretty sUre sook yen wants you guys all to knoW that we love you all Heaps..n all the time.. we May sometimes do things that Hurt you, piSs you off, or EveN make u HAte us, WE TRULY APOLOGIZE now....and just want u all to know we love u all no matter what...


*appReciatE what u hAve rigHt now*
*tRy to LeaRn to ForGive and fOrget*
*stOp hating a PerSon if u do, LeArn to Love the Person again Even if He/She doeSnt know it*

(at leasT u will feel better n Not be the One regretting in the future:] )

oh ya sook yen deaR!

i missed out some stuffs in our equation up THere!!
here's an improved Reaction eQuation:

ME + YOU + MELBOURNE + StUDIES ===> ExpLosIon of CrazY AweSOme FUN! +StRess (by product of StUDIES)